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I need to believe that when I claim something and say that God can do it for me, I must believe it to mean it will happen.  I believe that I should be capable of correcting, rectifying, completing, fulfilling, and doing most everything in my life,, when really, this is not possible.


I have to work hard.  I have to be patient.  I have to do my best to make the best decisions.  I have to be kind to people.  I have to be considerate.  I have to be humble.  I have to be organized and manage my time well.


But I also have to realize that I am human and I am fallible.  I am not always capable.  I don't always have the personal resources or endurance to correct, rectify, complete, fulfill and do everything.


I believe in God but I continue to forget to ask him for the personal resources I lack from time to time.  I do need to let go and let God after I have done all I can do to improve or change a situation.  I am not a superhero.


I must always try and I should never give up, but I should know that God is watching out for me and if I believe in Him, I must believe in Him.


Forgive me for my lack of faith.